
Posted by rekkiem at 17:27, 4/4/2005
STEP AWAY FROM THE CS
just for a second
Fixing yet another plug socket today at work, something struck me. I wanted to be a fighter pilot. zooom. bang. bang. Always have been since i saw 'Top Gun' when I was 6. What am i doing fixing sockets? I'm a fit, active kinda person, fairly intelligent (debatable since I frequent UKT), and although the RAF pilot course is one of the toughest things you can qualify for, why didn't I give it a shot?
The problem was for me, I lost my way somewhere. Something that strikes me these days is that i'm not alone in this. Don't get me wrong : I like what i'm doing, i'm in a stable relationship, i'm still writing songs in my band which is doing well. But I still don't know what I really want. And from what I gather not many people around me do. Are we just a generation of losers, of people who have it so easy compared to how our parents had it that we bum around, taking courses we don't intend to use with no other intention other than to have a few easy years at university, a generation who is so unsure of itself it has no identity?
I wish i had the answer in a way - I think the trouble is, certainly the case with my dad anyway, when he was 16 he had to go out and earn a living, went straight into the trade and has near enough been doing it ever since. Do we have too much choice these days? Because our parents are better off (as a general rule) then their parents were, do we have more time to contemplate what we would like to do and end up doing nothing at all? Up to the age of 16 (exempt dreams of football and top gun ;)) I always thought I.T. would be the way started it at college and then suddenly realised : why am I doing this?
To cut a long story short around this time I started the band up, dropped out of the course and took politics, english and history - basically the stuff that I could actually give a damn about and not web designing and networking. Since then i've continued to pursue rock n roll stardom and have only recently had to have a long look at myself and the 'future' as it stands, going into the same trade as my dad.
Without sounding too clichéd, a lot of people i've spoken too simply want to avoid the 9-5 house car wife and 2 kids routine. Is this because we are becoming more aware of our own lives and their meaning? Or are we just a bunch of lazy b******s, a generation of losers?
Disjointed as it is, this is more like a survey than anything else, but do any of you really know what you wanna do? Are you taking that computer science course because you love computers and want to work with them, or simply because it seemed a good idea at the time? Does anyone have a job that they always wanted to do and absolutely love?
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ForsakeN
17:35 4/4/2005
oh and "generation of losers" good name for a song surely? [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
ForsakeN
17:36 4/4/2005
ForsakeN
17:39 4/4/2005
ok ok
<b>FOOTNOTE<b>
part of this column idea came from semi drunken conversation with the right honourable Andy 'atemi' Farquea, formerly of Stealth @ssassins and ForsakeN [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
ForsakeN
17:39 4/4/2005
as ive said when this has come up before in conversation, id like to do a "Van Wilder" and stay at uni till im like 30 if i had the choice, apart from that tho ive no idea at all what i wanna do if/when i graduate [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
Choke
17:40 4/4/2005
As ideal as it can be to follow your dreams, I seriously advise people around the ages of 16-18 who still play CS to quit. Get your feet on the ground and figure out what you love thats a realistic possibility. Very very very few people make their living off professional gaming, either playing or organising, and to be among them is something that would for most of us be ideal. However, it isn't always possible :/ [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
ForsakeN
17:42 4/4/2005
Anti-saviour of UKT
17:44 4/4/2005
So I decided I needed a job that'd allow me the time I needed. Education! So I'm off to embark on that in September. The joys of Gloucester Uni await.
For anybody who doesn't know what they want then there's an old quote that springs to mind. If you don't know where you're going, any road will take you there. Find something to do in the meantime that you don't mind. Either something to open up future prospects, or save up some money, or just have fun "living". Find some hobbies to keep you going too. Learn an instrument, a language, get in shape, take up a martial art, learn to draw, whatever. Something that it takes coming back to time and time again over the course of a couple of years to get accomplished at it. [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
17:57 4/4/2005
instead decided to be an electrician so from the age of 15 that is what i was doing by the time i was 17 i was re-wiring houses etc earning about 300-700 a week use to buy daft cars with daft insurance costs then when i was qualified sparky i quit went to work in a call centre for a year same place as my gf worked so that was a bad idea quit that 6 months ago and havent left the dustworld server since HELP!!!! [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
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18:19 4/4/2005
Anti-saviour of UKT
18:19 4/4/2005
The dawning of a new age now that we're leaving one house of the zodiac and entering another (entering Aquarius is it?).
Or perhaps it's to do more with the Mayan's belief than mankind has been through 4 ages and the 5th age would begin at the end of their long count calendar, which is due to end in December 2012.
Perhaps it's more the Celestine Prophecy style awakening of mankind. We're becoming restless because we're becoming more aware of ourselves, of our lives. Not constrained by religious dogma anymore, have waited a few hundred years for science to provide answers that religion used to, and even that's failed, meaning we have to find them ourselves.
Could be the stories of starseeds. The indigo and crystal children sent here to guide humanity into the next era...
;-) [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
classified
18:22 4/4/2005
Now, nearly 6 years down the line a BSc and a very nearly completed PhD, and what am I faced with… having to get a job and I still don’t know what I really want to do. But I honestly think this happens to everyone, even our parents at some point no doubt. You just need to remember why you work. For me, it’s to enable me to be able to do the things I want to outside of work. I do stupid hours on a fixed bursary (anything less than 70 is a good week), but it does what I require of it, enough money to have my own place, a car, and fund all my hobbies and holidays.
I feel that everyone has there’s dreams of being a pilot, astronaut, rock/film star etc, although very few get the opportunity, and even those that do it’s a lot to do with fortuitous timing. I was told once, that as long as you enjoy your job 90% of the time, and it pays enough for you do most of the thing you want, you’ve succeeded. Might not apply to everyone, but it certainly put things into perspective for me. [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
18:28 4/4/2005
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Anti-saviour of UKT
18:40 4/4/2005
18:41 4/4/2005
reSonance
18:45 4/4/2005
When i left school in 99, it seemed clear to me, that doing I.T. at college and then uni would be in my best interest's. However since then i've done a Diploma, a HND (both in computing) and i'm currently studying for a degree in Architectural Visualisation & Architectural presentation.
I've totaly lost interest in computing and now i dont know where i'm going with life. I'm even considering going back to college and doing a couple of A levels in English literature and English Language and then maybe a degree in journalism. Anyway, i dunno where this story is going ;D
gl with your band rekkiem, and good look with your football career Grunt.. anythings better that what we've got now! ;D [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
18:50 4/4/2005
classified
18:51 4/4/2005
18:51 4/4/2005
Wanted to become a marine biologist, got to college, got low grades in first year and figured I had no chance of doing well enough to get in uni for it.
Had a long think about what i wanted to do, debating joining the army again, found out i didnt have perfect site and went on a downer for a while. I'd lost my way, then it hit me; the thing I really enjoy doing is maths. Why not share my passion with others?
What age group i asked myself? Gotta be 5-11. Any younger I look like a paedo, any older and they're all moody adolecents.
So as of now I got places for York St John and Edge Hill for September and I'm looking forward to it [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
classified
18:52 4/4/2005
ForsakeN
18:53 4/4/2005
haha but 5-11 yr olds are ok ...? :P [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
Judean People's Front
18:55 4/4/2005
So what did your family say when you told them you were gay? [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
ForsakeN
18:56 4/4/2005
classified
19:03 4/4/2005
ForsakeN
19:06 4/4/2005
this country is s*** sometimes. a rat race. [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
classified
19:08 4/4/2005
19:08 4/4/2005
lol f*** you everyone know the paedos are into <5's [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
ForsakeN
19:09 4/4/2005
BLACKLiGHT
19:11 4/4/2005
I look around at work and see the 30 year olds all doing the same as me on not very much money, and it aint where i wana be.
MAYBE you have inspired me to join the raf when i can be arsed :) [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
19:13 4/4/2005
19:20 4/4/2005
2seXeh 2perfoRm
19:23 4/4/2005
19:32 4/4/2005
The start of a new journey starts by you doing something about it. [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
feo
19:36 4/4/2005
I wish i had done a business degree, the course itself sucks and the male:female ratio is so high that it depresses me greatly.
At this time I am only continuing with my degree because otherwise it would be a waste of 2 years and the trips to the business school make me feel so stupid for choosing such a silly degree.
Alas, i cannot go back, so i may aswell make the most of what i have right now.
Thanks for depressing me mike :( [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
19:41 4/4/2005
ForsakeN
19:41 4/4/2005
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feo
19:46 4/4/2005
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ForsakeN
19:54 4/4/2005
reSonance
20:05 4/4/2005
Well in that case i take it back, the columns just 'OK'. :D [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
20:06 4/4/2005
20:18 4/4/2005
Anti-saviour of UKT
20:23 4/4/2005
If you don't want to do that day in and day out - and in some ways it's probably a good idea not to because a lot of that work is being outsourced to asian work forces now - then choose something else. You don't realise how demoralising a 9-5 job is when you suddenly realise you only have 4 weeks holiday a year instead of 2-3 times that like you did at school etc. You realise why the national days off sick rate is as high as it is. Especially if your company does not operate flexi time.
So change to something that will keep your attention focused and pay fine, unless you're a money grubbing b****** or somehow you have the strength of character to sit through something day after day, week after week, year after year.
I just couldn't stand knowing that I had to be up at 6:30am and got home at 6:30pm, 12 hours of my life every weekday dedicated to a work I felt was ultimately pointless and exceedingly s***. 20 months of that and you'll all get the picture! [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
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21:09 4/4/2005
but 1 thing i have realised is that i dont wanna do programming/software engineering for the rest of my life. im living in germany at the moment doing programming 9-10 hours a day 5 days a week. it gets very tedious, i used to enjoy it at uni doing the odd assignment now and again. doing it all the time takes the enjoyment away completely. luckily i have my final year at uni still to do and i know im capable of getting a first class. even if you dont want to go into the area of ur degree when u leave it can do u know harm trying to get a decent grade.
what ive decided to do with a friend is start a business, we have bounced a few pretty good ideas around for what we can do for it. what i dont want is to sit around in a cushy job earning s*** money wasting my life away doing nothing. if the business goes down the pan so be it, ill try again or then get a cushy job. at least i can say that ive tried. [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
21:21 4/4/2005
Seriously though, undecideds, do Maths - it's great (it really is), you can go into almost any job with it (people seem to think that because you can do maths you can do ANYTHING :D), and get paid more than anyone else. [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
21:27 4/4/2005
:D [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
22:56 4/4/2005
I did maths at gcse and aced it, A level was whole different ball game.
Im now at Uni studying a forensic Science degree, where ill go from here ive really not decided. I'm still in my first year, so i have 2 years to decide. PhD, work etc..
who knows.. [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
23:00 4/4/2005
unicon.cs
23:04 4/4/2005
I am rather worried that this trend will carry on for the rest of my life, that I won't ever be happy no matter what job I am in as my boredom threshold is just crazy.
This column has really made me think (tradgic that it takes a column from UKT to put my life into perspective) but I am certain I will wake up tomorrow, get that early morning feeling that I just can't be arsed to get out of bed and I will sort myself out tomorrow (think they call it 'being a lazy c***') and this moment I am having right now will just mean nothing.
Oh well, cya at the 9-5 club
-Dave [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
23:09 4/4/2005
Have to decide whether I want to carry on after my first year in this college or just quit and get a job and have money to go out every weekend and buy lots of new things.
I really don't know what to do so if anyone wants to decide for me, flip a coin or something, go for it. [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
The Anti-DoZ
23:32 4/4/2005
im now in the position where i have a number of skills in wildly different areas - from welding and metal working to administration and standards to business management. if you're half bright enough then its easy to achieve a decent life for yourself, provided you put in the effort. experience still counts for a lot, as does a degree they both just take time as you mature.
the point is is you can succeed, and you will, because you have to. just make sure you succeed by doing something you enjoy doing ;-) [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
ForsakeN
23:36 4/4/2005
What do you class as a good job? well paid? not for me... I will be on 40-50k a year (don't tell anyone) in 3 years if I stick with what i'm doing now, but quite frankly, I don't give a f***.. i'd rather be earning a relatively small amount, but be around people I care about. Or doing something I enjoy. What do I enjoy... oh god it's late i've had too much coffee and have... work tomorrow! [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
00:23 5/4/2005
Anti-saviour of UKT
00:25 5/4/2005
The Anti-DoZ
00:26 5/4/2005
a good analogy for life would be, "its not the winning that counts, its the taking part". enjoy what youve got kids. [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
00:27 5/4/2005
01:29 5/4/2005
So from what it seems, not many people have enjoyed the result from the decisions they've made.
Am currently finishing 2nd year of 6th form off and hoping to then take Bus Studies at Nott Trent University. I probably won't enjoy the course but it seems the 'right thing to do' so it gives me a relativley wide range of options to do once i finish. I thought about the Army and would love the challenge but i'll happily admit that i wouldn't like to be in it for the rest of my life and be in a potential life / death situation (i'd join infantry).
Suppose what i'd idealy like to do is start my own business which has quite a good possibility of happening. My 'dreams' were to become a pro footballer i suppose, had the slightest chance but didn't take it, oh and there's also 2nd option of being a pornstar! (Drfl + Steven as my sidekicks ;)) [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
#Harmless
02:35 5/4/2005
#Harmless
02:35 5/4/2005
theb0g
03:39 5/4/2005
What you want now isnt nescessarily gonna be right for you 3 years later. For the people who do know what they want to do, great, but im one of the many who doesnt, so my attitude is, do whatever the f*** you want, just make sure you get the best out of it, whatever it may be. You dont have to go to university tho, I just decided it would be the best thing for me to do (after a gap year of course :) ) I'm in my first year of History and Politics at Leeds and enjoying it alot. [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
07:16 5/4/2005
Far too many spiders :( [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
classified
08:26 5/4/2005
The Anti-DoZ
08:51 5/4/2005
The Anti-DoZ
08:53 5/4/2005
Anti-saviour of UKT
09:26 5/4/2005
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ForsakeN
10:04 5/4/2005
10:12 5/4/2005
10:52 5/4/2005
After school i went to college to study Computing and ADV art & design + Graphics, realised computing was a waste of my life after just a month or 2 and dropped it, finished my 2 years of art not having a clue what a wanted to do bored of the subject in general.
Decided to just work for a year or so b4 i decide firmly what to do (heard that before..) then a couple of years later i fall into a job in an architects studio producing CAD layouts. Now a year later im an architectural designer for a building consultant with a good paypacket in a relaxed enviroment. I for one was very lucky getting in to what i do with very little education on the subject
looking back if i were to pick a job id love to do, no way would i pick what im doing now. I guess because as said its 9-5 mon-fri same old same old but after the initial shock to be fair it aint so bad, although god knows how i`ll feel in a year or 2! [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
Lite
11:15 5/4/2005
Lite
11:44 5/4/2005
All those people doing computer science and not enjoying it, from my point of view this has really helped:
A little background first, I started computer science degree really enjoyed the first semester, the course was enjoyable, met new people etc. Second semester was harder, less interesting but still found it ok. Second year i hated it, increased workload, the lack of females on the course, all seemed to come to light and i wasnt enjoying it. Then last October i managed to find a part time programming job at a local software house. They are a quite small company but are extremely relaxed and are a small team of really friendly people. This job made my degree seem really pointless. I really enjoy coding but there is so much irrelevence in a Computer science degree to cover all bases. My advice would be to go out and look for a job and see if you like the industry first hand. If your in your seond year wait it out and try an industrial placement year if you have the opportunity. It might not be the industry you dont like, more likely the degree format which is too broad for most people. (all my own opinion and sorry for mistakes rushed this at work) [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
12:23 5/4/2005
So far it seems to be working! [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
ForsakeN
12:50 5/4/2005
The Anti-DoZ
13:08 5/4/2005
13:13 5/4/2005
did a-levels.. once again.. chose to c**k around/go pub/beach/smoke.. got D and E in Maths and Comp Sci... (n1 me)
decided to do nothin and go on the dole (maybe not so smart, bored out my f***ing brains..) my friends have either gone on holiday or at uni.. GG WORLD.
so i decided to apply for uni.. got in doin a foundation course.. starting this september.. know its not what i really want to do, nothin f***ing else to do..
all i can say is: uni > dead end jobs.. (i used to work in tesco.. suicide > tesco) [ Comment: Report | IP: Logged ]
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